*Cross posted to LJ*
I'm watching BrainSurge, and the host has a good personality and all, but now I'm wondering if he hosts that show out of a secret fetish of little kids! Yes, I know it's a crazy thought, but I indeed thought it. In Psychology during first semester, we learned something about this. I forgot the name of it. It's where somebody has a secret thing that isn't really acceptable to society, and they actually end up doing a lot of stuff that has to do with that thing. Example, an older man that wants to er, molest kids. He ends up being one of those people that donates a lot of money to children funds and just doing a lot of good things for children. Uh yea, what a weird paragraph, and I'm sure the host of that show is perfectly fine, but it got me thinking. Lol...
I definitely saw the weirdest thing today. I was going down the stairs in school today, and I looked towards the top of the stairwell, and this guy had thrown down his backpack and jumped to his knees. He began bowing and kissing the ground. This is something I've never seen personally in real life. I'm assuming he was of a certain religion, Muslim perhaps, and that was his thing. I don't think he was of a foreign descent, though I only got a glance of him.
My point is this. Yea, it was strange and everything, but it got me thinking about my faith. Does Jesus Christ consume each part of my life, through each day and every moment? Obviously whatever faith he had, it was a pretty huge part of his life, and he didn't allow school or people to get in the way of it. I want to freely serve and worship my God wherever I go, even if it's not a huge outward expression like that guy, lol. Jesus is definitely something/someone to be proud of... oh the love that he has lavished upon us, that we may be called sons and daughters of the living God!
I'm trying to keep my schedule pretty strict because I don't want to stray off into the dark abyss of... of something not good? I'm having a rocky start with school right now, but I guess that's kind of normal, and I'm going to work on smoothing it out a bit. I hate that even during high school, I'm always late. I always leave my house too freaking late even though I tell myself I will leave at a certain time. Am I not going to sleep early enough? Am I waking up too late? I need to fix this. That isn't a very good habit.
I think Tuesdays and Thursdays will actually be better for my workout days because I only have two classes, so I won't be so exhausted. My knee was horrible today trying to walk to my classes. I wanted to cry because of the pain I was in. I literally can't walk normally without having severe pain. But I do still have that wrap thingy, and i should have worn it today. Now I know better! I do walk with a slight limp now though. ha!
Tomorrow night I'm meeting with a very good friend of mine. We met at kings camp oh so long ago, and man, he was awesome. He was such a great friend, too. It turns out that he was at the burn service the other night, and I didn't even see him! Ah. I'm also meeting a friend of his. This is crazy because I haven't seen him in several years. Cool cool cool...
Random thoughts: I will always have a deep admiration for Kat Von D and how freaking hot she is. And my dad was just introduced to the ting tings the other day. he says he likes them. I miss my childhood a whole lot. Especially during the summer time. this makes me sad. I miss a lot of stuff in the past (even recent past) and it make me very sad. nostalgia much?
I love God. I love serving God. I love being a daughter of God. I love it all.
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